I had planned on posting about the loss of my Savannah before I posted an update about all of my adventures. However, before I post about Savannah.. I need to make this post. It's not a planned post.. it just needs to be address right now.
My emotions are all over the place and I can almost guarantee that this post will also be all over the place. I'm faced with a situation that I never thought I'd ever have to deal with. I don't want to deal with it.
I'm days away from being able to share something that I'd love to share via social media, but I don't think I'm going to be able to. I think I need to set all of my social media accounts to private and I'm considering making this blog private during this time.
I really don't want to, but I am really uncomfortable with what I'm dealing with right now. I'd love to elaborate on it, but at this time I know I can't.
I will say that I am forever grateful that I was fortunate enough to be raised by my amazing mom and dad (that came into my life and made the decision to be my dad when I was 1 years old)... I'm forever grateful that I have one dad, my "REAL" dad and my only dad.
Blood doesn't make family, I'm so grateful for that. If someone makes it clear that they don't want to be around and that they don't care to father the child.. it's the opportunity to find someone that wants to be a dad.
For now, I'm going to work on editing my friends on social media and going private. I really hope I can get back to blogging and social media soon. Once I figure all of this out, I'll be back.