Tuesday, September 24, 2013
Where do I go from here?
This summer has been the most emotional one I've ever experienced. It has been one life lesson after another. It was hard to deal with everything because there were so many times that I felt so overwhelmed with everything. Everything seemed to happen all at once.
I've been driving myself crazy waiting for the results that would forever change my future. While waiting, I started driving myself crazy. Is this what I want? What if this doesn't work out? Is my heart really in it? Where do I go from here?
For the past year or two I knew exactly what I wanted for my future. I had a plan. I say had because it's no longer possible to follow any of that plan (No, I'm not talking about a relationship). I'm okay with it. I'm actually starting to realize that maybe this is how my life is suppose to be. Everything happens for a reason, right?
I'm excited for this new chapter in my life. I don't know specifically where I will go from here, but I feel confident and motivated to make the best of it. I don't feel like this is a back-up plan. I don't feel like I'm settling for plan b. This is simply my life and I'm going to enjoy the ride.
Posted at 11:58 PM