Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Where do I go from here?


This summer has been the most emotional one I've ever experienced. It has been one life lesson after another. It was hard to deal with everything because there were so many times that I felt so overwhelmed with everything. Everything seemed to happen all at once.

I've been driving myself crazy waiting for the results that would forever change my future. While waiting, I started driving myself crazy. Is this what I want? What if this doesn't work out? Is my heart really in it? Where do I go from here?

For the past year or two I knew exactly what I wanted for my future. I had a plan. I say had because it's no longer possible to follow any of that plan (No, I'm not talking about a relationship). I'm okay with it. I'm actually starting to realize that maybe this is how my life is suppose to be. Everything happens for a reason, right?

I'm excited for this new chapter in my life. I don't know specifically where I will go from here, but I feel confident and motivated to make the best of it. I don't feel like this is a back-up plan. I don't feel like I'm settling for plan b. This is simply my life and I'm going to enjoy the ride.

1 comment:

  1. Girrrrl I am totally in the same boat as you. I was just telling someone today that I feel like I'm in limbo or like I'm stuck between trapeze bars and at a point where I can't turn around but I don't know how to move forward, either. It's so crazy and it feels SO weird when a new chapter is starting, in a scary and exciting way. I think it's only natural to question. But we can both do this!! xoxoxo

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