Tuesday, August 13, 2013

They don't miss you when you're gone, they miss you when you move on.

I just want to say thank you to all of you who commented and reached out to me after my last post. It was a hard post to write. It wasn't something I felt comfortable mentioning for months and months. I'm glad I finally decided to suck it up and share.



I want all of you to know that I'm okay. This was something I've been dealing with for a while. I've had some really bad days, but I'm having much better days. 

Sunday night, I went on a date. It was a really great night. However, my ex found out and wasn't happy. After months of him not being willing to talk about our issues and figure everything out, he had a lot to say. I was more annoyed than anything. I walked away from the relationship because I couldn't allow myself to keep trying so hard and being mistreated and to constantly have everything turned around so I looked like the bad person. I didn't just wake up one day and just out of the blue walked away. It was at least 6 months that I said I'd leave if things didn't change. 

I'm very strong, but I allowed myself to be weak. I allowed myself to hurt for so long that I finally broke down and found myself in situations where I didn't even know who I was. I have spent the past few months finding out who I really am. I can admit my wrongs, but I grateful to take every single moment as a lesson learned.




I'm being as honest as I can in this post and the last post I wrote. There are many things that I'm not going to get into details about because I'm not writing these posts to bash anyone. I don't need to defend myself. I know that I'm not any of the things being said to me or about me. 

I'm moving forward. I'm doing things that make me happy. I have a lot of wonderful things going on in my life that I can't wait to catch you all up on. 

Again, thank you all so much for all the love and support you have shown me. I wish I could explain just how much it means to me. 

2 comments:

  1. One of my ex boyfriends acted surprised when I broke up with him, but like you, I had told him repeatedly that there were issues and if he didn't shape up, things would be done. I don't think he actually believed I had the balls to do it, which was even more of a reason to do it. You have to look out for yourself and your happiness. You deserve to be around people who make you happy and don't bring you down!

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  2. It sounds like you have a really healthy perspective on the situation. You deserve happiness so stay strong :)

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