I want all of you to know that I'm okay. This was something I've been dealing with for a while. I've had some really bad days, but I'm having much better days.
Sunday night, I went on a date. It was a really great night. However, my ex found out and wasn't happy. After months of him not being willing to talk about our issues and figure everything out, he had a lot to say. I was more annoyed than anything. I walked away from the relationship because I couldn't allow myself to keep trying so hard and being mistreated and to constantly have everything turned around so I looked like the bad person. I didn't just wake up one day and just out of the blue walked away. It was at least 6 months that I said I'd leave if things didn't change.
I'm very strong, but I allowed myself to be weak. I allowed myself to hurt for so long that I finally broke down and found myself in situations where I didn't even know who I was. I have spent the past few months finding out who I really am. I can admit my wrongs, but I grateful to take every single moment as a lesson learned.
I'm being as honest as I can in this post and the last post I wrote. There are many things that I'm not going to get into details about because I'm not writing these posts to bash anyone. I don't need to defend myself. I know that I'm not any of the things being said to me or about me.
I'm moving forward. I'm doing things that make me happy. I have a lot of wonderful things going on in my life that I can't wait to catch you all up on.
Again, thank you all so much for all the love and support you have shown me. I wish I could explain just how much it means to me.