Dear Luke Bryan, You KILLED it last night. Holy cow. You had me laughing the entire time. Plus, you can really shake it!
*I will be uploading more videos to my YouTube channel from the concert as well as from Maroon 5. If you want to see them check here later tonight!
Dear Birthday, ONLY A FEW HOURS AWAY!!! I'M SO EXCITED!! But, you keep giving me excuses to go shopping. How many birthday presents can I buy myself?! I'm pretty excited for the post I plan on having all dedicated to you.
Dear Sleep, I have been getting a lot of you these past two days. Sleeping in until 2pm is not something I dig. But getting 9 hours one night and 11 hours last night is probably something that needed to happen.
Dear Lucas Blaze, Thank you for always being so amazing. You're the best boyfriend ever. I love that your response to anonymous hate about you getting me a MacBook was "They're just jealous they can't afford to get their girlfriend's one".. I love you so much. This is my third birthday I get to spend with you, I couldn't ask for anything more.
Dear Parents, You bought 4 tickets to the Wings vs. Preds game for my birthday at $100 per ticket.. plus you're getting a car to drive us downtown.. AND you're taking us out to dinner. Why on earth are you buying me anything else for my birthday?! You both do way too much for me.
Dear Saturday morning class, I don't ever mind you.. until this week. I'm sad that I can't go out at midnight because I have to wake up at 7am for you.
Dear Winter, I'm so over you. I wake up today to the sound of snowblowers.. It snowed so much. The day before my birthday. I hate snow. I hate the cold. I need Summer.
Dear Blog Readers, I swear you amaze me more and more each day. After the post I wrote yesterday, the amount of positive and supportive comments and e-mails I received honestly blows my mind. Sometimes I wonder how many people actually read every or many posts. Then when I write a post like that, I quickly realize that so many of you actually are interested in what I have to say. Thank you all so much for being there for me no matter what is going on.
In regards to that last post...
I know I had a few comments telling me that I shouldn't bring up what these people said because they want to know that it bugged me. I do agree to some extent. Maybe I shouldn't of brought up little things they said. I also probably shouldn't of commented about each thing because that will fuel their fire. But, the things I made comments about weren't things that hurt me, because they weren't true. I totally understand that by laughing at some of the comments will come off to those people in a completely different way and they'll assume that I'm hurt about them. I don't really care. I didn't really write it thinking any of those people would read it.
I think what really set me off was the fact that people were telling me to kill myself. There will never be anyone that could make me feel badly about myself and I would never have suicide ideations. I have gone through enough things in life to realize that I can overcome anything. I'm a strong person and I don't allow insecure people to hurt me. I know what it's like to have no one while someone is trying to ruin your life. I know what it's like to have 4 fake Facebook accounts made about me. I know what it's like to question what it was that I did so wrong to have to deal with something so awful. But, I overcame it all. I found myself during that time.
But, there are people who lose themselves when dealing with that. I could never hate someone so much that I would want them to kill themselves. You do not know what someone else is dealing with. You have absolutely no idea if your name calling or disgusting messages will be the straw that broke the camel's back. I know that people who bully have many issues with who they are and I know that this is why they bully. But, it's so disturbing to me that there can not be more done to stop it. I wish these people would get help so that they can feel better about who they are and stop trying to bring others down with them.
I don't care if people who bully see this as a sign of weakness. People who bully should be held responsible for their actions. I'm so sick of reading articles about someone who killed themselves because they were bullied. It's disgusting. If you feel that you're better than someone else then why waste your time on them?