But, that’s okay. Gives me yet another link-up to shove in your face.
Once upon a time.. I was heavier than I am today.
A lot heavier than I am today.
It may sound pathetic.. but I was insecure until I started dating Lucas.
He pretty much made me feel stupid for thinking anything was wrong with my body.
16 Year Old Me…
I’m on the left.
The summer that I was 16 was kind of.. different I guess.
My ex and I broke up right before homecoming (he still took me)..
I think maybe that started my weight loss…
Then I got mono.
And as soon as mono was gone..
I got my wisdom teeth out (The day before Christmas eve)
Lots of no eating.
Once I turned 17.. I wasn’t happy with myself. I dated guys who treated me like crap..
By the time I turned 18.. I was so unhappy with myself.
My family all took notice. I constantly was questioned about my eating.
Don’t mind my eye.. being allergic to my contacts suck. Haha.
So then.. The day of my prom.. I found out the guy I was dating for a year wasn’t going to take me to prom..
so that was just even more of a reason for me not to eat.
Yes.. I look awful because I cried for hours before I had to leave.
Then I went on vacation and just stopped eating as long as I could.
I’m now 20 years old..
I’ve been noticing a few extra pounds that have been put on.
No. I am not fat. At all. I don’t think that. I swear.
But, I just want to get back in shape.
I want to eat healthy.
I want to be healthy.
I started using Myfitnesspal.
It’s this amazing website that allows you to interact with other people trying to diet, get fit, lose a lot of weight, lose a little weight… people trying to get healthy! It allows you to track all of your food for the day and to track your work out. It’s been the motivation that I’ve needed to stick to working out and eating right.
Feel free to add me and we can keep each other motivated!
Next week I plan to share more of my plan next week.
But, the fab thing with myfitnesspal is you can check my food diary to see what I eat every day!
I honestly encourage everyone to join. It’s an amazing community!
Sorry for such an amazingly long post!