Thursday, January 26, 2012

This is how I feel....

 I am like mid-breakdown.
I'm using this as my escape right now so I can calm down.

I'm so stressed out and time is going too fast right now.
I have a never ending list of things to do.

That's some of my to-do list. 
Obviously it's on the side because why on earth would anything go the way I want them to right now?

I went to Starbucks today with my friend Allison so I could study for my Psychology test. I've been studying for hours and I feel like I know absolutely nothing.

I decide to take a break and get together some of my lab stuff for my Anatomy & Physiology class.. Guess what? I discover that many of my pages in my lab manual just aren't there. 

I send a complaint to the company I ordered it from.. but I have to wait until tomorrow. Tomorrow sound like a great time considering I need those pages to be completed tomorrow. There is absolutely no way I'll be able to have them done.. actually, there isn't anyway I'll even be able to have them! AWESOME!

I also have a 10 page essay due Friday! I'm just so excited! There is nothing I love more than adding more and more things to do when I'm practically going insane right now. 
Maybe I have gone insane. Oh wait, maybe if I knew a damn thing about Psychology I'd be able to tell you if I am insane or not.

I'm running on no sleep. I'm going to end up pulling another all nighter.
Tomorrow I will be even more in zombie mode than I am right now and that's stressing me out as well.

I just wish Lucas was not at work and I could just sit here and cry and vent to him so he can do what he always does.. says the simplest things that magically open my eyes to the positive side of all this stress and make everything all better.

I just can't stop thinking about how I have to keep a 3.8 GPA. 
I'm freaking out that I'm going to screw it up.

I better get back to studying.


  1. 3.8 is awesome! Don't freak out, I used to have LOADS of such days at uni and somehow things would work out.. You'll be just find Amanda :)


  2. You're going to do just fine! I promise, just keep trying your hardest to stay on top of everything and it will all pay off!

  3. I know exactly what you mean! Keep your head up mama, everything always works out in the end!

  4. you are not going to svreaw it up
    just have faith to yourself, you can achieve everything! :)

  5. It's no fun being overwhelmed. Hang in there, girl!
    At least the weekend is near (:

  6. seriously girl. You got this. When school is over you'll miss it. So enjoy the ride. Don't stress too much. Everything willwork out, always does. I tried to find your email address on your blog. We need to be besties.

    P.S thanks so much for the blog award. it! The minute I get a spare second I'll share the love. Thanks girl.

  7. I absolutely love you all! Thanks for all the positive feedback! Its not often that I feel like I NEED it.. but this was for sure one of those times! You guys are amazing!

    I'm not sure why my email isn't on my blog, I must of forgot! But its :)!!!!

  8. Hang in there! You'll do great with everything I know it!

  9. this too shall pass :)

    now following you.

    i found humor in your bspears picture.

    i'm sure you're not ready to shave your head! trust me ;)

  10. ps-i'm assuming you're from michigan. where at? my family lives in battle creek, kalamazoo, mt pleasant, lansing, detroit...

    1 brother at CMU and 1 at WMU...with lots of cousins elsewhere! :)

  11. Thanks again everyone!

    You're right, lmao.. I would never shave my head! No way! Not willingly at least!
    Yes I'm from yucky, really cold Michigan! I live in Plymouth! :)

  12. lol at britney in this pic.. and hope u feel better.. x


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