I am like mid-breakdown.
I'm using this as my escape right now so I can calm down.
I'm so stressed out and time is going too fast right now.
I have a never ending list of things to do.
That's some of my to-do list.
Obviously it's on the side because why on earth would anything go the way I want them to right now?
I went to Starbucks today with my friend Allison so I could study for my Psychology test. I've been studying for hours and I feel like I know absolutely nothing.
I decide to take a break and get together some of my lab stuff for my Anatomy & Physiology class.. Guess what? I discover that many of my pages in my lab manual just aren't there.
OH, HOW FAB!!
I send a complaint to the company I ordered it from.. but I have to wait until tomorrow. Tomorrow sound like a great time considering I need those pages to be completed tomorrow. There is absolutely no way I'll be able to have them done.. actually, there isn't anyway I'll even be able to have them! AWESOME!
I also have a 10 page essay due Friday! I'm just so excited! There is nothing I love more than adding more and more things to do when I'm practically going insane right now.
Maybe I have gone insane. Oh wait, maybe if I knew a damn thing about Psychology I'd be able to tell you if I am insane or not.
I'm running on no sleep. I'm going to end up pulling another all nighter.
Tomorrow I will be even more in zombie mode than I am right now and that's stressing me out as well.
I just wish Lucas was not at work and I could just sit here and cry and vent to him so he can do what he always does.. says the simplest things that magically open my eyes to the positive side of all this stress and make everything all better.
I just can't stop thinking about how I have to keep a 3.8 GPA.
I'm freaking out that I'm going to screw it up.
I better get back to studying.